pada pekat malam tadi

30 Jun 2005

tidak boleh tidur lagi...sihat nyer sudah tiba lagi...tetapi tidak ku lena lagi....
ku basuh kaki...ku cuci sepi...ingin tidur sebelum pagi...tapi mata ku belum lelap lagi....mungkin ku belum puas lagi...

tidak boleh ku sandar lagi...sungguhpun sihat telah tiba lagi....tetapi tidak lelap lagi...
ku basuh hati....ku cuci lagi...mungkin ingin bertemu lagi....tapi mata ku belum lelap lagi...mungkin ku belum ngantuk lagi....

ku toleh kanan..ku toleh kiri....ku rasa pipiku sihat sekali...tetapi tidak ku lena lagi...
ku doa lagi...ku doa pergi...kerungsingan hati menyelinap lagi....ku peluk lagi...bantal hati...tapi mataku belum lelap lagi....mungkin ku rindu pada yang sepi....

subuh kini telah kemari....baru hatiku kembali berarti....baru ku mahu lelapkan hati....tetapi tidak terlena lagi....ku basuh pipi..ku jirus kaki....satu hari lagi....tidak boleh tidur lagi......

cheers!

wo deng ni

23 Jun 2005

setiap kali ku terjaga....
dan pabila tiada nyata...
getar usah walau merana...
ini janji ku wahai teruna....
(wo deng ni)

setiap hari tanpa hadir mu..
entah bila kita bertemu..
akankah mungkin kan berlalu...
tapi ini lafaz hati ku...
(wo deng ni)

datangla kusam....datanglah gulana
datang la segala ribut bencana..
jika benar takdir namanya..
janji ku ini sekukuh laksamana...
(wo deng ni)

suatu hari ku akan merasai...
hadir suatu bunyi ..mengetuk hati..
hidup terus pasti ku jalani..
tetap menanti suatu yang pasti...
(wo deng ni)

akan datang hari ku menyepi...
merasa dunia telahpun mati...
jangn dirisau gundah ini...
janji ku kukuh walau tinggal seinci..
(wo deng ni)

dan hadir pula hembusan terakhir...
tika maut rindu memanggil...
syahadah terakhir telah terukir...
mungkin ini bukan ditakdir...


* wo deng ni_ setia menantimu

11.00am

kekalahan ini....

22 Jun 2005

berjalan lagi...
terusan sebegini....
sampai mana tidak pasti..
kekalahan ini ..
ku terima lagi....

seperti api...
yang lenyap sepi...
sayup mendung lagi...
kekalahan ini...
ku simpan lagi....

teguh terangi..
harapan suci....
tetapi ku akui...
kekalahan ini...


p/s: pada mu yg ku akhiri...ku terima kekalahan ini...ku pergi membawa sepi....ku harungi hari-hari ini...ku tabah tempuhi lagi....ku sanggup simpan lagi

things i like....

21st June 2005

yawning in the rain...wit the one that kept me sane...
or lots of chocs...that rhyms wit rocks...
sleeping on a sunday...still yawning the next day...
these r what i like....these r what i've might...

staring at my stars...wit a chocolate mars....
or whisperin im sorry...to the one that i dont hurry..
watching myself slip...as the smoke begins to heap...
these r what i like...these r what i've might...

holding his hand tight...even after a fight..
or kissing a knight....in the middle of the nite..
like keeping it real..not keeping it right....
these r what i like...these r what i've might...

like taking a little nap...after a ginger snap..
or talking wit no gap....all safe in his lap...
like giving her a slap...after throwing this map...
these are what i apt .....things ive already kept....

9.30am

ku hirup kesunyian ini

20 Jun 2005

ku hirup kesunyian ini...
ku dakap kehibaan ini...
setiap kali melangkah lagi...
setiap kali terlintas hati...

ku hirup kesunyian ini...
di kala senja... dan setiap pagi...
walau jauh ku mau kau pergi...
namun ini saja yang ada di hati....

ku hirup kesunyian ini...
tatkala terasa lemah dihati...
tika langkah terhenti lagi...
tika mata terkabu sini....

ku hirup kesunyian ini...
seperti kaki diikat tali....
seperti mati memanggil lagi...
seperti takdir yang belum ku pasti........

ku hirup ...
dan terus hirup...
dan terus ku hirup....
hingga liang ini rapat tertutup....

cheers!

p/s: hello to my biggest fan....(u know who u are..n noodzz its not u....hahaahah)

clouds in my coffee

10 June 2005

could it all be true..
or another blue...
i look at u....
n wish i had u.

could it all stay true...
or leaves without a clue...
i admire u...
n wish i was near u.

could it all deny true...
or stays in this canoe...
i see thru u...
n wish i follow u.

could it all left as true...
or leaves another stew...
i sip another two...
n wished u never knew.

10.50am

love on the D A R K _S I D E

1st June 2005 (but published a few days later)

another movie review
(yes Liverpool dieHard -never-walk -alone-freak....heheheh..miss U tho......)

star wars_ revenge of the sith

honestly....i am not that big a fan about this star war trilogy giler_gy...but i watched it last nite...after losing my way as to where im headin(twice k..twice....yish)..my thoughts to this "star wars" time around..left me wit a different effect...

in terms of the fighting sequel....i must say (in r2D2 style...hehe) it was rather well programmed....everything looked perfect....Lucas did it again in creatin war... way up at the star (kakhakahkalame)

there was alot of romance in this movie...(i know...crazy huh)....not as i thought would b....tho we r bombarded wit "may the force be wit u" n the "dark side"(**kuuuuh kuuuuuh kuuuuuuh)"..there are alot of elements of love, honesty and human insticts in it.....and that it is so human to lose balance n fallin out...when its about love...
analkin's love for padme(princes amidala) ..has made him feel it is a duty to keep safe his love no matter what the risk he has to take n trust he has to brake....

when guarding what he wants to keep so much....his mind plays wit his intensions..his needs...his oath...but love can move mountains (as they sy it)...and that was what he did.....but his love was diluted with greed to have it all...to not loose anything....which in the end....yeah..he lost it......good is always the hero.....thats the message....

watch it.....for the love of science fiction out for war....for the rpmance of it.....n most of all gurls....for the ewan (slurp slurp ) in it....awwwwwww

p/s ***kuuh kuuuh - tu bunyi the dark side tu..huhuhuhuh